Unmasked

I'm stumbling , but yeah, you still looking hella fine, Keep doing what you're doing and I'm gonna make you mine.

Fuck you

ok now i get it. say whatever you want, swear as much as you want, talk bad about me, but dont come crawling back. yeah i admit i still have feelings for you but feelings are just feelings. doesnt mean i want you back. sucker :)

This is for the best

Fusion's HSM Cast! You'll understand once you read the post. Haha

Halu halu :) Yes i know i havent been updating for.. Ages! haha. The last post was on october the 25th. Damnnn thats a long time. I update my posts according to my moods. So yeah, right now i'm in the mood for blogging.

Where do i start? There's soo much to blog about. Well since october the 25th, loads of things have happened. Things like fights/arguements, break ups, exams, new crushes, new things, holidays. Wow. I cant believe theres so much to blog about..

1. Fights/Arguements

- I've had a few fights and arguements with my friends in school, and my then boyfriend, Kimi. But its all back to normal now. Thank god for that. I didnt really understood at that time why we fought. Not to blame them or anyone else. Maybe it was my fault, idk.

2. Break ups

- Soo yeah i broke up with Kimi. Reasons? Not gonna mention here. I'm not going to blame him for everything. Yet to me, everything was his fault. My only mistake was asking him for a break up. I love you, i really do, and I still do. But about getting back together? Nah idts. I dont think i can trust you anymore. Cheesy? Heck yeah. Since i broke up with Kimi my thoughts have been everywhere! For a second i like this guy, another second i like this guy, then i like this guy. Ughh! Someone save me.

3. Exams!

- Oh my god. Exams were horrible! Wait. Is there any word that explains anything even worse than horrible? Haih. To my opinion it wasnt that hard. Other people, even the smart ones say the exams were hard. Because i was so confident, my results turned out very very very very very bad. So yes i got grounded. No more going out, no more going to friend's houses or parties or makan makan or whatever.

4. New crushes <3 :)

- I sorta love this part. Haha. So there's this guy who I call Ah Toi. (no real names here. If anyone who is reading this post that knows.. Shh!) He's been really nice to me. At times i think i like him, but when i think again.. Nahh he's just a close friend. I cant stop bragging about him at times. haha. He's tall and good looking, has a very athletic body, very very sweet guy. Back off bitches! Hahahahaha

5. New things

- I'm going to be moving to Sekolah Sri Garden next year. Maybe. A big maybe. I've filled in the forms, now all I have to do is sit for the entrance exam, which freak me out! I didnt know i had to until Athirah told me. Thanks a lot -.-' My dad made a deal with me. Move to SSG, and i have to start tennis training 3 times a week. Damnnnnnnnn! Lets hope I get a nice bod out of that :P

6. Holidayssssssssss

- Holidays have been amaaaaaaaaazing! Well sort of. Haha. I went to this performing arts workshop, its called Fusion. Its magical. Seriously. We did High School Musical. And it was fantastic! I miss everyone. From the cast to the fascilitators. I feel like listing down every single person! nawfal ayeesha amalya cj fifi daweena avelyn maria aida thiara louay wsian xenia czacza aina aj ilyana sophiya alyssa ameer joel krystal saundra melvin alex ben guna phaizal rubbi munir! I love every one of them.

- I'm leaving for Penang tomorrow. Yaaaaaaaaay! Hard Rock Hotel, here we come :D We as in me and my cousins. Haha.



I've had enough babbling for today. If i'm in ze mood, I'll update. CIAO!

Stolen

Alhamdulillah. I finally get to update my blog after a very long time. I cant believe my last blog post was in September! Macam tak percaya. Lol. My ICTL teacher is the person to blame. She made all of us make our own gmail emails, which i did not want to do, but she said it was for exams. I cant believe i felt for that -.- So much has happened in the past month! I celebrated my 4th month-e-versary. Yay. Alhamdulillah again. Raya was fun, as always. Puasa was a 'blast'. I lost weight and gained it back during raya. I shouldnt have eaten opah's rendang and auntie rai's brownies and auntie asmah's laksa johor! Arghh. Did i mention that they're super delicious and you just cant resist them? :D haha. I feel like there's just so much to write but i just cant write em. Hmm. My dear cousin, Medina, just got married to this guy, his name is Nazri. He's a very decent person. ( as Nazira says ) So congratulations Medina! We all love you dearly :) InsyaAllah we'll see you soon.

I hope i will be updating soon. InsyaAllah. My finals are coming and i havent studied a thing. I quit my tuition because it changed to weekends. and who isnt busy on weekends? Ciao!

Exclusive

Cool en :D

So today I found out that Tini has been reading my blog! Hahaha. Tak penah tau pun. I didnt even know she like knows I have a blog. Jaga kau tini, lepas ni aku baca kau punya pulak :P Currently , tengah lapar gila babi ni! One hour plus lagi baru nak buka. Bapak lama wei -_- I am so hungry I could eat a horse. No joke. I skipped school today :D I hate going to school on Wednesday cos there's Pafa. Pafa is so screwed and so is the person teaching Pafa. Sapa pegi skolah hari ni memang malang lah haha. I dont know what to write now. I cant think of anything at all. I can only think of food..

Unmasked

This movie's called The Time Traveler's Wife. It looks interesting. I cant wait to watch it :)
P/S : I got this from Najiha Hakim's blog, http://www.najihahakim.blogspot.com

Anticipating for the fall

I'm so addicted to Corrine Bailey Rae's Like a star song. Its so adorable. And maybe it's romantic. I dunno. I can listen to it over and over and over and over again, and i'll never get bored. Umm.. I wanna dedicate this song to my darling boyfriend :) I'll always love you. Heheh.

So i'm stuck at home with the flu :'( I'm supposed to be out with noorsha and her mom and her mom's staff. We're all supposed to break fast together. But since my mom is such a fuss and she wont allow, obviously, i have to break fast at home. Me and noorsha did our homework at her mom's office. Surprised? Me too. haha. I never knew I would be doing homework when i'm bored. I'm back to being good at maths now :) But i still have to recall all the past chapters cos I cant remember a thing. I have to remember everything cos if I dont, i'm sure i'll fail my maths exam, and I do not want that. So anyway, i have this friend, you know. I've been very close to her since last year. We've had a few fights. I've had fights with all my friends. Am currently having one now :/ Anyway this girl, lets call her.. tah I dont know la. Wannabe? Okay wannabe. I never knew she'd lie to me. I just found out. I'm marking her as a bitch now. I'm so upset and pissed off at her. Dah la tengah PMS! Ugh. Lagi la. I so dont want to have problems with anyone but this wannabe is just asking for it. Big fat liar! I cant say I hate you cos I know we'll like baik balik. But i'm so upset :( I hate having fights with my girls. Sherin Fatyn Tiara Aimi, serious shit I fucking miss you girls. Sapa baca ni nasib ah. Korang nak gelak cakap i yang palau and then i yang nak baik balik, tak kisah la. - I had to fucking sing Jalur Gemilang today for some bloody choir that that gayster Arman forced us to. Damn you Arman. Go get some balls man! Did i mention he's gay? ugh. Well, he is. He told us to fix our pitches. As in, sumbang la kan. He said to like not embarass ourselves out there or something. Oh then you wanna know what he said? " Kalau suara kamu sedap macam saya, takpe jugak " Weiiiii watafak maaaannnnnn. Dah perasan macho tu diam je la -_- Masalah dunia sial pondan skrg.

Like a Star - Corrine Bailey Rae

Just like a star across my sky,

Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

Turn it up

The fall - Pixie Lott

What's up berasap yaw? Hahah. I'm hooked on to that! It's so catchy. Okay maybe not but whatever. I'm hooked to Corrine Bailey Rae's Like a Star and Pixie Lott's The fall. Listennnnn! ;D
Upcoming birthdays :

Adam - Today. Happy birthday buddy!
Noorsha Fatimah - 10th September
Idzudee Fahmy - 11th September
Afreena Izzati : 22nd September
Anyone else? I think not. Happy birthday September babies! :)

I'm so bored. And hungry. ( padahal tak puasa :P ) I went to Mcd just now after schl. I also went to noorsha's house and ate cake. Jay was there too. They said they didnt mind me eating in front of them, so yeah, i did. Hahahaha (!) I'm such a terrible friend. I'm having a cold. Trust me you dont want to get infected. Its getting worse by day :/ I cant kiss my boyfriend cos i'm afraid he'll get infected. Hahahahahahaha :P Lets hope my cold goes away soon, Amin. So malas lah nak update actually :0 Ciao!

Splendid

Since its almost time for berbuka, i'm going to make this short. - I got to see my boyfriend today! It seems like I havent seen him for ages. Thank god our meet up went well. I love youuuuu! :) Oh and he told me he still reads my blog. Yay :o Haha. Noorsha and Jay came to my house. They were supposed to break fast at my house, but cos of some stupid reason, Noorsha's dad wanted to pick her up straight away. Gah! So our plan didnt go on. Sadly. Stopped by at the Ramadan Bazaar before sending them back, aaaaaand we bought a lot. Me and my brother kind of made a scene cos he didnt want to follow me where ever I wanted to go, so... I screamed. Heheh :D I also got my results today! 1A2B2C5D. I think ? :o But hey with those grades, I got number 6 in class ok :p My dad was so proud. He sent me a message with smileys, for the very first time. Haha. I'm gonna get a reward. Oh yeaaaaah :D - It's almost time. Selamat berbuka everyone! :)

All we've got

This is so true.

Things that I are in need of ;
( the one's that are bold are the ones that i really really need )

1. Watch I love you Beth Cooper
2. Watch Final Destination 4
3. A day with my boyfriend
4. I need to go out and shop
5. A facial -_-
6. New nail polish colour. I want it in this colour :D Which is teal. I think
7. For you people to support my cousin's orang utan group at ; http://www.helpushelporangutans.blogspot.com
8. Credit (!)
9. To get out of the house
10. Help to download the new msn :s
11. A shower. Hahahahaha! ;p
12. Braces :'(
13. To go to taman tun! Seriously. Nak lepak with miea, miera, and shar.
( this one's extra extra extra important )


I guess tht's all for now. Goodbye :)

Betrayed

I seriously cannot believe you guys are doing this to me after all I've done to help you. A few of you wouldnt even have boyfriends if it werent for me. Ignoring each other is not a problem, but talking behind my back? Thats just too much. AZ, if it werent for me, you wouldnt even remember Azfar. I dont care how public this is. I'm so pissed off at you. Especially you. Youre the one who started all this talking behind my back. What you think youre so good huh? Just cos youre pretty and smart and you can get all the guys you want? Huh. I dont think so, bitch. I've never taken back the fact that I dislike you. I never did, and never will. Go to hell. Oh and to SA, you would have never known danial if it werent for me too! You wouldnt even get to know him, or meet him or see him or what so ever if it werent for me! FS and TAZ, I've helped you a lot as well with going out and food and transport. And this is how you repay me? God. I thought you guys were nice. I take it all back. Fuck you girls. I hate you.

We'll make it through

I miss you. Body and soul so strong , it takes my breath away.

I deleted my last post cos it was stupid. Just plain stupid. I have this feeling that my blog posts are so lame cos I compare them with Nahd's :o Haha. Nahd if youre reading this, whenever la, laugh your ass off :) - Hellooooo people! It's been a week since I last updated my blog. Wow, that long ? Haha. I dont really miss it. I just updated it cos maybe some people would think that I'd delete it, like my last blog. Yeaah i've had a few.. Haha. Anyway, today's the 11th day of Ramadan! And I just realised! Weee -_- I thought today would be like the 9th day or something. That means we just have two weeks plus more till Raya. Yay! :) I cant wait for Raya. I cant wait for the fooooood and money $$$. Who doesnt love food and money? That person must be a total freak. Haha

3 months! Wow. I cant belive it. I know its just a short time but to me, it's not. I'm glad my boyfriend and I could go this far. I didnt expect it. Not that I didnt want it to go this far but I'm glad and proud that I could go far with this guy. I love you so much. I know it's only 3 months and not 3 years, but it's a long time and I know we're gonna try to make it to 3 years :)

I've been watching Ironman and Addams Family Values over and over and over and over again. Because thats all they show on HBO. I dont mind Ironman but Addams Family ? That movie is just stupid -_- But if youre in for a laugh, yea I guess you could watch it. - I went to the dentist on Saturday for a monthly check up. My dentist asked me when I'm gonna get my braces on. So guess what my dad said? " She's only going to get her braces when she moves to a better class in school, or when she grows and inch taller " - WATAFAK? He has got to be kidding! How the hell am I supposed to grow an inch taller?! All that is up to the big man. Isnt it? :s

Trainwreck

I'm so sorry

I havent updated my blog for quite a while because of some private reasons. I figured out that I shouldnt really write whatever I want here. Sayang, I know you've read some things that you shouldn't have. Told you I was sorry for being such a bitch. You know I love you and I always will. I take back all the things I've written. All the swearing and stuff. I'm so sorry baby. I love you xx

Today's the third day of puasa. I didnt really feel it on the first and second day, but somehow today I feel so hungry. Its now 5PM. 2 more hours. Thank god. Lets hope during this month there will be some changes. Haha. I hate this holiday. Why do we have to have holidays during this fasting month -.- aaaaaaah. I dont know what to post about anymore. Challo! ;)

Here's to silence, that cuts me to the core

Check out Aaliya Simpson :D HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Yo whats up people. I just got back from ze clinic. The doctor said I have swollen tonsils. Yay. How awesome is that -.- It hurts seriously when I eat. So its torture to swallow, but when it gets to my stomach, YUM. Haha. My dad wont allow me to go anywhere now :'( I cant even go see my cousin who's leaving for Houston, Texas. If youre reading, I'm so sorry fatiah. I seriously wanted to send you. You know I'll miss you so much :'( - Currently very the bored. Having a conference wif Jepa and Tiareo. Theyre going to BK in bkt antarabangsa and theyre leaving me behind. You beeyatches ! Haha. I'm so hungry. I wanna eat BK. But the problem is, i have a problem swallowing. It'll hurt so badly.

My mom found out about my piercings. YAY. haha. She scolded me obviously. She said i'm not allowed to do anything with my friends anymore. Until she gets my trust back. Actually she doesnt mind me doing anything with my body, she just wants me to ask her. I get it. She's worried. - I'm sick and my boyfriend's not here to accompany me :'( Hm. Whatever. He's busy helping his friend fighting for some girl. Other girls are important. Yes yes, i get it. I'm so upset.

Thats it. Challo.

Yamagatal

I actually wanted to update my blog like right now, but I just dont know what to write. No actually I knew, but I forgot :o Damn it. - I'm in my school's ICT lab with my class. We just finished our sivik exam. Yes, i cheated, again. Haha :D I hate sivik. It's so, sivik-y. Haha. I dont think that even made sense -.- Yay my boyfriend is online! :) I get to talk to him. Finally. Dah lah. I dont know what to blog about. If i do know, i'll update later. Boiboi :)

I want thisssssss !

I SERIOUSLY WANT THIS PHONE

Pain

Eee sakitnya mata :( I dont know whats up with my eyes. There's like some biji or something. It hurts like hell :( - I just got back from school, from sungei wang, and from vi. I went to sungei wang to get my piercings. Yes I finally have them. Three on each ear :D It hurts like hell but I'm so damn satisfied. I went to vi cos I wanted to meet my bestfriend, Faizal. Well it seems like he forgot about me cos he went after his crush. Whatever lah. What can you do when youre in love right? Hm. Faizal gave 'her' a hug. How sweet. Yes i'm jealous. SO WHAT? Its not a problem. People get jealous. Especially me. - Sherin aimi and fatyn are downstairs, eating. I dont feel like eating cos i'm not in the mood and i'm not hungry. I'll just have dinner i guess. - Ugh my eyes hurt! I cant stop touching it. Dah la kimi tak kisah. Lagi la menyakitkan hati :'( When fatyn said its getting bigger I almost cried. Why? COS MY FRICKIN BOYFRIEND DOESNT CARE! And cos i'll look ugly. Heheh. What would you do if yr boyfriend doesnt care? Ok i dont know what you people would do but I'd cry the shit out of me :'(

I'm signing off now. I want to feel bad about myself.
To that certain someone..I know i'm not pretty enough for you but you could be slightly nicer and ignore me and in a nice way.

Irrreplaceable

Check out Homer Simpson! Haha
YYYYYYYYYY
:)

Halluuuuuuu! Haha. I'm so bored and cheerful and tired all at the same time today. Why i'm bored? Cos i have nothing to do, obviously. I am not going to study because i'm the laziest person on earth. Why i'm cheerful? Cos me and Uno had a momento :) I miss uno. I miss those moments we shared together early this year. If you know who i'm relating to, shh! :P Why i'm tired? Cos i slept very late yesterday. Midnight kot? I was busy sms-ing people. Haha. Today's exams were..Okay i guess. Bm was easyyyy! Which was shocking. English was easy also, as usual. I never fail in english. Haha show off. Geo! Hah. Geo was kinda hard. But hey, thanks to my class who are well known as cheaters. Haha. Especially Syafiqah and Putri. WB09 was being suuuuuuch a bitch today! I dont know what her fucking problem was. I hope she gets sick and dies soon. Seriously.

I'm currently listening to Hush hush by PCD. It's kinda okay. Not that bad. Dont ya think so ? Theyre not that bad. But what i dont like about them is that their lead singer is so old and she thinks she's young. Haha. And dont you realise that the only person that sings is her? Melody can sing so much better than her! I am in love with Robin Thicke's magic. His songs are so seductive and addictive! Especially magic. He has this amazing voice which keeps repeating in my mind 24/7. Dah la hot nak mampus! Though he's old? I think. Haha. I'm downloading a lot of songs. Hope it doesnt like ruin my mom's hard drive or soft drive or whatever. Haha. I am sooo bored ! I feel like having a bottle of coke with Maltesers! That would be soooo good. Yum :D I cant wait for puasa. I dont know why. Haha. I guess its cos i have plans to buka puasa with my darlings :) I wanna bring them to Rakuzen, but I'm afraid it'll be too expensive :'( - My darling kimi wrote " I love you ally " on the back of my english paper. How adorable is that :) I felt like crying when I saw that. Habis hancur smua niat and plans. Haha. What the heck. I love you Muhammad Amirul Hakimi ! With all my heart. I dont want to leave you, ever. Screw all the things I said to myra or fatyn or whatever. I love you and I will always. - I cant wait to go for futsal and swimming this friday! That is if my parents allow. Haha -.- I also cant wait to go to watch I love you Beth Cooper next week ! Yaaaay! I've got everything planned out. All i need now is permission. God damn it. Oh yeah! I might be getting piercings tomorrow. Where should i pierce? Haha. I have a feeling I want to pierce my ears only. But tiara and sherin are forcing me to pierce my navel. Should i ? I want to but i'm afraid it'll hurt.

Nobody gonna love me better, i must stick with you forever. Nobody gonna take me higher, imust stick with you. You know how to appreciate me. I must stick with you my baby. Nobody ever made me feel this way, i must stick with you.
<3

I could never ask for more

When we went out the other day. Look at fatyn. Haha

School today was fine I suppose. Kamariah didn't babble a lot today. Thank god! Puan Zanariah questioned me about why I was wearing a pinafore, and how short my pinafore and socks were. I dont think it's a problem. Why? Just cos I'm a muslim she wants to question why I'm wearing a pinafore? Hello, it aint wrong. The teachers in sbu are total psychos -.- During recess me and tiara rushed to the canteen, as usual. Haha. We were hungry ! We could eat a whole elephant. Haha. Joking. I wouldnt want to hurt an elephant. Certain people might know why :) We were in the school library practically the whole day after recess. Puan Fara and Puan Noraini didnt come, Robert pulak kena paksa :p Haha. Pity him. He's so innocent. Oh did i mention that i have exams starting today ? I hate exams. I mean who loves em right. I wasnt ready at all. Thank god today was only arts. I coloured away forgetting the main point of the whole thing -.- Aaaaah what do i care. It's just arts. I finished early so i slept for like, 45 minutes ? Haha. I was sleepy ok. I woke up and realised that my whole face was red. Blood red. Freaky much? No? Haha. - Bloody bored lah today! I got home late. School finished at 2.30 and I reached home around 3.15 cos of the bloody jam at the school compound. I couldnt sleep in the car cos there was this huge insect that was bugging me. FYI i'm afraid of insects. I dont know what the phobia is called. My pimples are not showing anymore! Yay me! Haha wtf. I have tuition tonite..Soooo lazy :o I dont think I'm going. I'm gonna give 1001 reasons to my mom and see if she believes them. I hope she does. Lazy lah.

That's all. Challooooooooo!

Make a difference

First of all - Muhammad Amirul Hakimi. Just so you know, I seriously do love you.

Hello. I am terribly sorry about the last few blog posts. As in all the swearing and stuff. I had my PMS - My eyes are all puffed up and I'm looking for something to make it all better. I'm having my period and my pimples are starting to show (!) I've also been eating a lot lately. Tambah dgn stress semua, I dont know what's gonna happen to me. Am i gonna turn into some fat widow? God :/ I need to straighten myself up. Seriously. I need serious help. Is Oprah around? Or Dr Phil? Haha. Joking. - I have to give Azmie's phone back tomorrow :'( Anyone have an extra phone? I seriously need one. If can, Sony E w910i. I know i'm pushy but i just want that phone. I'm not rly comfortable using phone's that arent my type, ya dig ? Lol. - I'm currently having a convo wif azfar mukmin, my so called therapist. And we're talking about my darling kimi. Azfaro told me that i cant be too much of a control freak. Which i am. So how do i change that attitude of mine? I can't. I'm weak and I have no self-esteem/self-confidence. I need help. I know my family cant help me cos they dont know whats going on in my life and they do not have to know.

Ahhhh tomorrow's a frickin monday. School ! One hour assembly, exams, psycho teachers. How awesome is that. Stupid school of mine. Why the hell didnt they postpone the exams? They gave us a holiday right before the exams which they shouldnt! Dah la they didnt even tell us whats going to be in the exams. We didnt even bring back our books to study. How the hell are we supposed to pass this exam? Damn it. Thank god it's only monthly exams and not the end year exam. Ugh. Damn SBU! I wonder why I wanted to go to this school so badly -.-

Okay thats all for today. I wont be updating till next weekend. Challo ;)
I love you Kimi. Always will. xoxo

Emo shit

What the hell is happening to the world. Why the hell do people take drugs. What's the fun of it.
?
I seriously need answers, like now. I dont know wether I should talk to you or not. I'm so upset. I dont know why you had to do this to me. Why? Why? Why? I dont want to get all emo and whatever but youre causing it. I hate you :(
Kenapa kena macam ni? I feel like crying until my tears run out but I cant cos I know I'm a strong girl, and I know you'd hate to see me cry. What am I supposed to do? Usually youre the one who'd help me through all these problems, but now youre the problem. I'm seriously lost. I dont know what to do..

:(

You're so fucked up!

I know this is my second post for today but I dont fucking care.

Why the fuck are you so fucked up? Cant you tell me things yourself huh? I need to know everything you do from your friends. Cant you tell me yourself for once?! Why? Is it so hard just to tell yr own girlfriend? I dont think it is! I'm not going to talk to you until you realise that you have a girlfriend and until you realise that you have to start telling me things! I hate you right now. Its good that yr dad beat you up. Maybe you'll start to open yr eyes now! Go to hell.

Did you think I would wait forever?

I can taste you on my tongue with yr lips to kiss like the red hot sun

It is 11.58PM and i'm blogging. Do you know how boring it is to blog at this time of day? Ugh -.- I'm currently waiting for Aimi to come to my house. We're having our lepak session today. I have one hour more til she gets here. So the lama. I'm also currently having my period. And i have PMS. No one must get on my nerves today, or i will silently kill them. Why in the world would god create period? Its such a nasty thing to do. Sapa yg suka period tu pegi mampus lah -.- Macam neraka bila period. I need my manstruals nowwwwww. Aimi has them. Aimi also has my RM20 credit. Haha. Oh my godddddd my stomach is hurting like hell. I know there's a small person inside of me trying to scream and get out. Thatsmall person also agrees that period is hell.

Just now my cousin hannah asked me wether I wanted something from Boston or not :D Yes, Boston! So I went window shipping on the internet. Haha. The dress I want is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :) Trust me. Check this out : http://www.wetseal.com/catalog/product.jsp?categoryId=104&subCategoryId=189&productId=22158
My boyfriend's phone got confiscated. This time by his parents. Why laaaaah :/ Maybe he got into trouble or he was trouble. I dont know why parents have to confiscate their kid's phones or any other things. Such as credit cards? Haha. Azfar jangan terasa ye. Dont parents know that the things they confiscate are important? And we need to use it. Especially cellphones and cash. What if we missed the school bus? We'll need a cellphone to call kan. Ah screw the public phone. They only smell like some smelly dude's armpits -.- Teachers shouldnt confiscate phones as well. They should allow phones to be brought in school. It only depends on the kids, how they use them. Darn it. I just got a text message from sherin saying sbu wont have holidays this august. Fuck the principal. I'm seriously gonna have some orang utan fuck her someday. So to the kids who wanted h1n1 holidays so badly, you better take yr wish back. Cos if you do get holidays, you'll end up like us. You guys will have holidays and we wont. DAMN IT. I want holidaysssss! I wanna go outtttt! Ahhhhhhhhhh :'( Damn the school board! I am not going to school that whole week! I am going out without a doubt. I'm not gonna tell my mom we have school that week. Who wants to go? Trust me no one will.

Relient K.

Why relient k? Cos i'm listening to their song now.
Wow. I havent updated for a looooooooooooooong time don't you think? I don't know what to write now. Haha. Lets start from sunday, 2nd August. My relationship with Kimi has been going on for 2 months already now. Yay! :) I love him to bits. Oh yeaaah! My school is currently on holiday cos of h1n1. At first it was exciting, everyone loved it. I mean c'mon. Who doesn't love holidays right? But daaaamnnnnn. I take that all back. Holidays are boring! Why? Maybe cos kids from other schools are schooling. Just maybe. To those of you who are dying for a holiday cos of h1n1, trust me, you'll regret it.

Yesterday we went out. I told my mom I wanted to go out cos there was this BBGS renunion, which there really was ok ! But I didn't go out cos of that lah. Obviously :p I went out with Aimi, Sherin and Fatyn. Sherin was late as usual. Slow poke. Haha. Since the three of us arrived early, we went to eat at Carls Jr. My fav :D It was Fatyn's first time there, so I gave her a taste of my favourites. She loved it. See, I know a good meal. Haha. By the time we finished eating, Sherin still wasn't there -.- She's bloody slow. Anyway once she arrived we went to Forever 21 straight away. What else would we do there than window shopping and trying out things? Haha. I bought a dress. I love it! Sherin spared me a lil money hehe :) Thank you slow poke. I love you for that. It's a nice hippie looking dress. Oh relating to hippies! Each of us bought a hippie band. We wanted to look 'cool'. Haha. I also bought red nail polish. I've always wanted red nail polish. Yay. Kimi and Azfar came later. We met at gsc and went to starbucks. Were else to lepak than starbucks. I think we were there for about 2 hours or so? Damn bosan man. Aimi and Azfar had chemistry :p If you know what I mean haha. ( Azfar if you're reading, no offense yeah :D )

I am so bored. I want foooooooooooooooooooooooooood. Delicious hot and spicy food. Yummy. I'm so hungry. I feel like going for dinner at Rakuzen. Rakuzen is this western japanese restaurant. There's one in jalan raja chulan and another one in plaza damas. I prefer the plaza damas one. If you're going to the plaza damas one, ask for Reyton ok? Haha. He's this chinese looking dude with specs. He looks kinda nerdy but hey, he's nice, and he'll give you desert for free :D Did you know that before this I didnt know the difference between dessert and desert? Haha. I still dont know the difference now. I mean I do know the difference, but I dont know the spelling difference. I just paused for 2 minutes from blogging cos I was watching manjalara. Haha wtf gle kan. I know -.- Its bloody lame. Blegggggghhhhhh. Has anybody watched freedom writers? Watch it! It's inspiring. Currently at 7.30pm on the 5th of August 2009, it's on tv channel 411 a.k.a hbo.

Know what I just realised? I just realised that I havent lost my blogging mojo. Hahaha. Wtf is a blogging mojo doh? Whatever. Haha. That's all for todaaaaaaaaaaay. I love my baby elephant hehe :) I love him in a place where there is no space and time..Does that even make sense? Haha

I want it bad

Hello people of today! :D I havent been blogging for quite a while. Excuse me if it's gotten different or anything alright.
Yay I already have one follower! Haha. And its none other than Azfar. He's such a good friend aha. His blog is filled with my name, proves he loves me haha. Thanks Azfaro! :) Oh and a happy 14th birthday to you! May you start getting wrinkles by tomorrow. Haha. Azfar came to SBU yesterday, under my forcing. I know you finished an amount of cash but it was worth it right? Haha. Your house is huge btw. I'd love to explore it someday. Can can? :D Haha. Everyone's coming over to my place today for laughing gas and food. My house is like a party place now. But once it gets too noisy, the phone will ring and my mom will scream. So lets just hope there wont be too much noise today. Currently I'm on the internet, blogging, myspace-ing, looking for the Dominos Pizza's website ( haha! ) and facebook-ing. Facebook's getting boring dont you think ? Hmm.

I have a new bestfriend. Faizal Arif :) He's nice but effin annoying. Sorry buddy. Hehe <3

We sleep forever

Bonjour. I'm currently in my school's computer lab blogging at 1.05PM while my teacher is crapping about software usage. Hows everyone doing today? Good? Well I'm not. I cant swallow the food that I eat properly and I've had headaches since tuesday. Maybe I shouldnt have taken too much laughing gas. Sorry baby for not listening to you :/ We took laughing gas today. A lot. I guess. Iman tried, Tiara tried, Jasmine tried, Liyana tried, Izdzah did too I think. Puan Rohana, our Penolong Kanan came in while Tiara was laughing her ass off. She suspected something and came to my seat. I was already out of the class by then. When I came back, it was missing. You know what it is. Yeah so long story short, Puan Rohana confiscated it. Done deal. I slept a lot today. From 9.50 to 12.30. That's 2 hours and 40 minutes. Wow. It wasnt a pleasent nap because my agama teacher was disturbing me the whole time and Ihmran Chin a.k.a Botak Chinz was making a hell lot of noise. He thinks I'm his freakin girlfriend and he wants to know why I was gloomy. He said did he sleep with some other girl and was I jealous ? Stupid Chinz. Then he called Yusoff. Lagi lah stupid -.- A very short blog post for today. Sorry people. Not really feeling good.

Your final last call

I'm currrently chatting with Mr Azfar Mukmin. Hahah. Very nice guy I tell you. He knows what to talk about and he gossips! How cool is that? Haha. He's nice. I'm not doing this just because he put my name as his blog title, but cos I want to. Well and cos he put my name as his blog title too :P Haha. Thanks Azfarooooo! :D Today was a very boring day at school, as usual. Early in the morning we had to go to listen to some orientation or something like that for Khidmat Masyarakat. No not Khidmat Negara or PLKN or something -.- I seriously wouldnt want that. I mean who would? The usual bitches in school were staring. Hello, why dont you look somewhere else? Idiots. I know I'm a nice view. Fuck off. Thank you very much. Rara, I hate you so much. You think youre so cool lah. Nobody thinks screaming out loud is cool bodoh. God how stupid can you be? Ugh anyway after that we went straight to class. It was english class with Robert, and I skipped. Robert doesnt mind cos he's scared of us shahahaha. Pity him. I slept a lot today. A whole 2 hours. It was the best sleep ever >:D But I woke up with stickers all over me. Bodoh punya Izdzah. Youre asking for a tight slap on yr ass. Haha.

I missssssss kimi. I know I just spent a whole day with him yesterday, but I still do. Everything I see or do or hear reminds me of him. Maybe we shouldnt have done anything yesterday lah sayang. Haha. I miss you too much :/ Cant wait to see you thursday. Oh my god I am obsessed :o I guess I am. Good then. Haha. Sorry for the arguement last night. You know I love you xx

I want to sleep. I want to eat. I want my Sony Ericsson phone. I want a bigger room. I want a bigger bed. What else do I want? We'll see next time on my next update. Blegh this sounds like some reality tv show hahahah -.-

Head over heels

I love today :) Haha. Should I tell you why? No/Yes? Sebok je haha. I looooooooooove today! Noorsha, Sherin, Shahirah, Kimi and Danial came over to the house. We took laughing guess. Thats the first reason why I love today. Second reason is because of my boyfriend. Hihi. We went to two farmacies to find this thing. Eventually we did >:D Sherin took it first. It looked cool. We didnt dare to try it cos we were awfully scared. But then in the end me and Noorsha did it. It was..Fun? Haha. You wont feel yr head, at all. And you'll laugh yr ass off! Literally. Danial also tried it. Kimi also did. And also my sister -.- Shahirah je tak. She's too nice and innocent shahahaha. My sister and Sherin took the most. They were effin high. I hope the effect doesnt come back anytime tonite. Or my mom will do an investigation on me and kill me :o I was scared when Kimi took it the second time. His eyes were all white. His hands were all over. He was high, really high. How would you feel if yr boyfriend was in that situation? It was scary. I was worried. I thought he wasnt gonna go back to normal, but thank god he did. It took a while though. He got addicted and wanted some more. But I wouldnt allow it after what happened. Noorsha, me, Sherin and my sister got addicted too. We are so gonna take some more >:D After we got high Kimi wanted to go back so I had to send him to the corner where he waited for a cab. Noorsha went to the park. Konon terkenang memory lama lah kan :P Haha. But biar lah dia. Maklumlah baru break up. Chill babi :) Haha.

Schoooooooooool. I got my TrueBlood book from Choy Pei Wen. Thanks cina! >:D That book is seriously interesting and the cover is seducing. Haha. Moving on to bitches. Iman that black fat bitch has a new haircut. It made her look like a chicken without the colour. HAHAHA. Serious shit. What does she think she is? Pengkid? Eww much. Loser. Tak sedar diri. Dah lah cakap orang hypocrit. Padahal tak sedar diri. Helllooooooo! Look at yrself in the mirror black one. Rara pun kecoh nak mampus. What do you think I am? A bank? Mintak duit mcm tu je. Sial. Go to hell beeyatch. Bawak Iman ikut skali ye. Jangan tertinggal dkt blakang pulak.

I love kimi :) Wooohoooo. I'm head over heels. I've never felt this way before and you made it real. I love you to bits! Mwaaaaaaaaaaah! I love you Muhammad Amirul Hakimi xx

Trying a new do

So maybe I kinda sorta like you a lot more than I had originally planned.

Its 8PM. I should be at class - I am currently in a very bad mood. I was supposed to meet my boyfriend earlier today but I couldnt cos my maid wouldnt allow. She thinks she's the boss. Well news flash beeyatch, youre not. I was half okay with that cos I knew I would see him tonite. But guess what? I'm not seeing him tonite. My loser driver who has been acting like such an asshole lately went back early when he knew he was supposed to send me for class. Fuck you! I dont care. Youve been asking for my cursing for months. I hope my mom fires you and I'll never see your ugly face again. If my mom doesnt, I'm going to treat you like my slave. Goodluck trying to cope with my bitchy behaviour. I miss my old driver. He was the best. Although he was slightly nyanyok, he understands me and he knows just how I roll. All I just wanted to say again, is Fuck you pakcik Ahmad. Go to hell.

I miss my boyfriend. Badly :( I need to see him. I cant wait until tomorrow. I know, its weird. First I'm all lovey dovey about him, next I'm cursing about him, and now I'm back to lovey dovey -.- Think I'm weird? Good. I dont give a damn. I just give a damn about my boyfriend. He's all I have on my mind right now. I miss him. Biar lah if I get too lovey dovey here. I've never missed him this much. You said you wanted to kiss me on the forehead. A kiss on the forehead means..You comfort me. Yay! You do :) Hmm sweetie I've always wanted to tell you things I couldnt, cos I'm awfully shy and you know that. I'll list down everything. Haha wth. Whatever. I'm head over heals for you tonight :) I wonder why.

1. I love you, I always will, that's a promise
2. I miss you more than I'd always admitted
3. You never leave my mind even when I have a gazillion things to worry about
4. You know how to lift me up when I'm down
5. I only get mad at you because I love you and I care about you

I guess thats all.
Oh yeah, last quote for the day - Imagination is everything. It is the preview of life's coming attractions.

This feels like hell

I dont know wether I can take this any longer. You've been ignoring me and not telling me anything. Should I give up? Or still go on?

I did practically nothing today. Went for tennis in the morning, went to rsgc for brunch, then went to klcc. My dad finished 900 bucks buying stuff for me. I bought a new bag, a new tennis raquet, new t-shirts, a tennis grip, a bottle and a cap :D I love shopping. Dont you? Haha. On the way to Stadium, ( not any stadium okay. this is the sports store at klcc ) I stopped a gazillion times at stores that had accesories. I was looking for more hippie bands! Haha. My parents are sick and tired of it. So I didnt get to buy them :( What the heck. I have a lot. Hehe. Moving on, my sister, Aleena is starting to be such a bitch. Seriously! I cant even believe she has a frickin boyfriend -.- That dude must be blind or problematic or something. Pity him. I dont really know what to write about today. I'm so bored and hungry and tired.

I have no one to bitch about today! A world record. Haha. Oh wait, I just bitched about my sister heh -.- And I dont want to babble about my love life today. I'm seriously bloody sick and tired of it. You do whatever you want to do alright sweetheart? :) I wont stop you.

You know what. I think my blog posts are getting shorter. Haha. Whatever lah.

Turn me on with your electric feel

Good day. Hows everyone doing so far? Sorry I havent been updating these last few days. My mom only allows me to use the laptop on weekends now -.- Lame rules. You know, sometimes I think I'm in like my own world and I'm only talking to myself. Freaky ey? No not really shahaha whatever. Anyway, where do I start? Oh yeah, cheer finals on sunday. A big congratulations to team Blitzers from SMKBUD4. You guys did awesome :) Also a big congrats to Shirtliff. Though you guys didnt win, you know youre still number 1 in our hearts. I met loads of people that day. People I've never met before and people I've met before.
Lists of people I've never met before :
1. Emma Shazleen, CBN
2. Jaiza, SMKBUD3
3. Tini, SMKBUD4
Thats all I can remember haha. Sorry :D
On that day I went back with Sherin, Danial and Ali. My mom picked me up around 7? I think. We went straight to Jaya Jusco Setiawangsa and had Nasi Lemak Antarabangsa. Yummmmmmm! I swear the nasi lemak there is the 2nd best. Haha. Everyone was practically staring at Sherin cos she was in her cheer outfit. But whatever right. Who doesnt like being the center of attention? I know that certain bitch does.

Okay bashing time! I have a new bitch to talk about, and her name's Rara. She's the bitch of all bitches. She thinks she's soo pretty and nice and innocent. Well here I am to tell you that youre not. You say you dont flirt and shit. Hello! I saw you during cheercomp. Amboi bukan kemain lagi dgn jantan. Penipu lebih. Dah la dah gemuk skrg. Dulu kurus nak mati. What happened to yr so called diet plan? Dah tak jadi? Sbb dah perasan kurus? Ha bagus la. Yr bestfriend told you everything I said about you eh? Dont you know that she has been talking behind yr back as well? My god. Are you that stupid to not realise? Serious shit youre like a dumb blonde. No wonder you get played by guys. Haha. If you think I'm a bitch for saying this about you, look at yourself and the people around you. I'm just like one of them :)

Have you got someone else in your mind? I think you do. You havent been texting or calling! I thought you said and promised when you get back from Italy youre gonna be spending time with me 24/7? It seriously seems like youre not. I'm no longer going to wait for your texts or your calls. Next time you call or text, I'm gonna ignore them. What you think I'm just some girl who has to wait for you? Oh boy you've got it all wrong. I am not going to wait for you. I feel like leaving you. Who cares if you bought me new shoes? I'll just throw them away or give it to someone else. Hah! Better yet, maybe you should keep it for that new girl of yours. Wouldnt that be nice? :) Dah la whatever la. I'm sick and tired of this. I'm sick and tired of you. I dont know what else to do to show you that I'm fucking miserable cos of you. Go to hell.

Have you got that spirit?

Go Shirtliff! Cheercomp today was awesome. Though it was the first day, and people think its boring, I didnt think it was. Shirtliff was the best amongst the rest of course ;) I went early in the morning with enez, raihan, anna, ainin sofea and najua. We arrived around like what, 9 plus? Semangat gila :D Haha. Eza and low were there earlier, so I guess they were more semangat haha. Eza and her boyfriend were just adorable! :) I met a lot of people. Zuma was there, aniq, omar parkes, naim, arief, ashraf, noorsha, feena, and so on. I also met Adele cheerleaders qish, amal and wawa. Adele was also awesome! Qish doesnt agree, but I know what I saw and you guys did great ;) Me and the others screamed out so loud till our lungs hurt haha. Lets just hope we still have the voice to scream for the finals tomorrow. The only teams I know that made it were Blitzers, Pirates, Vulcanz, Pirates, Xavier and so on. Cant wait for tomorrow! Hehe.

Wow iman, you actually wore your mini skirt eh? Did it wrip off? I'm sure it did. If it didnt wrip off today, it'll wrip off tomorrow ;) You think youre sooo hot but hey, youre not. Have you seen yourself in the mirror before? Did the mirror break into pieces? I'm sure it did. Youre so disgusting to look at. Yucks! My god. Go do some plastic surgery to make you fairer and skinnier or something. Nanti tak la sakit sangat mata bila tengok. And no, I'm not teasing anyone here. If you think that I'm teasing anyone, such as Micheal Jackson cos he did surgery to make him fairer, I'm not. Iman just has to do a surgery. Eh I see there's someone who's wearing our t-shirt. Fuyo. Pikir bagus la tu? Market lebih ada la. Go to hell. Youre just another bitch from hell.

I know lately I've been talking bad about people, but hey, thats just what girls do.

Talk you down

Good morning sunshine! The earth says hello! How hilarious is that right. No lah tak langsung. Haha am I lame or what -.- Today school had some crappy cross country activity. Those who went must be really sporty haha. I heard my friend aimi went. Wow aimi you are athletic :o I'm not insulting you, its just true. I mean who would want to run 7KMs? Maybe you la hahaha. No offense. I didnt go to school today obviously. Syaza and tiara didnt go either. Them lazy asses! Haha.

I'm gonna be watching Ice Age 3 tonite! Weeeeheeeee :D Be jealous beeyatches! Shahahahaa. Especially Syaza. I dont even know the synopsis of the story or anything, so lets just hope I enjoy this movie, unlike Transformers. Did i tell you I slept while watching Transformers? MY GOD ITS BORING! It was so boring till me and my cousins fell asleep. I prefer the first Transformers. No offense Micheal Bay and Transformers' fans! I hope before we go for the movie I can go shopping. I seriously need to shop. Its a must. Agree, girls? :D I wanna go to Roxy, Forever 21, Esprit and soo much more. I'm gonna spend all my dad's money. And once he's money's gone, I'll spend my mom's! Mwahahahahaha :P I'm such a horrible daughter, I know.

I miss my boyfriend terribly :'( Its only been 2 days but it feels like a month. Please come back soon sweetheart. As soon as possible. And dont forget to bring back a souvenir for me. HAHA. I'm kidding. All I want is just you. You know I love you.

The start of something new

Hello. No need for an intro. I think you already know me from what I wrote at my about me. No? Too bad shahahahaha. I dont know whats up with me today. I'm extremely exhausted and hungry. I feel like going to ampang point to buy kebabs and share with tiara and aimi. Yummm. Moving on, iman has been bugging me the whole day. I tried my best to ignore her, but when I do, she just annoys more. Hello beeyatch, I know you think youre some gangsta in KL and shit but youre no gangsta to me. Youre just some fucked up slut who thinks youre all that. Get a life. You know I hate you. I cant wait to see you in youre so called mini skirt this saturday. I hope when you sit down, your skirt will wrip off and everyone can see youre big fat flabby black ass ;)

Today's the 2nd of July. Its been a month. Did you realise? If you didnt I will seriously kill you haha. Happy monthiversary baby. I love you so much. I hope this lasts :) Youre in Italy now and I miss you like shit. I want a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiig hug when you come back alright! I love you, again. If you followers were wondering why he's in Italy..Well he's in VI's band or something like that and they have to go to Italy for a show + competition. He's going for like a week plus. I probably shouldnt be writing about him but what the heck.

This is the first and the shortes post everrrrr! Hahahaha.