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First of all - Muhammad Amirul Hakimi. Just so you know, I seriously do love you.

Hello. I am terribly sorry about the last few blog posts. As in all the swearing and stuff. I had my PMS - My eyes are all puffed up and I'm looking for something to make it all better. I'm having my period and my pimples are starting to show (!) I've also been eating a lot lately. Tambah dgn stress semua, I dont know what's gonna happen to me. Am i gonna turn into some fat widow? God :/ I need to straighten myself up. Seriously. I need serious help. Is Oprah around? Or Dr Phil? Haha. Joking. - I have to give Azmie's phone back tomorrow :'( Anyone have an extra phone? I seriously need one. If can, Sony E w910i. I know i'm pushy but i just want that phone. I'm not rly comfortable using phone's that arent my type, ya dig ? Lol. - I'm currently having a convo wif azfar mukmin, my so called therapist. And we're talking about my darling kimi. Azfaro told me that i cant be too much of a control freak. Which i am. So how do i change that attitude of mine? I can't. I'm weak and I have no self-esteem/self-confidence. I need help. I know my family cant help me cos they dont know whats going on in my life and they do not have to know.

Ahhhh tomorrow's a frickin monday. School ! One hour assembly, exams, psycho teachers. How awesome is that. Stupid school of mine. Why the hell didnt they postpone the exams? They gave us a holiday right before the exams which they shouldnt! Dah la they didnt even tell us whats going to be in the exams. We didnt even bring back our books to study. How the hell are we supposed to pass this exam? Damn it. Thank god it's only monthly exams and not the end year exam. Ugh. Damn SBU! I wonder why I wanted to go to this school so badly -.-

Okay thats all for today. I wont be updating till next weekend. Challo ;)
I love you Kimi. Always will. xoxo